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memories don't just fadeMy eyes are red and bloodshot, with low-lying eyelids.

I widen them; it stings a little.
So I squeeze them shut, and open them again
- very slowly.
I've been sobbing on my pillow; it's smudged with my mascara.

Why didn't I take my makeup off before I went to bed?

What was the point of that question?
I sigh, I know exactly why there's no room in my mind
for thoughts about skincare.
I turn back to the mirror on my bedside, and trail my gaze down from my pathetic eyes
toward a purple gash running diagonally from my cupids bow
to the left side of my cheek.
My lip is split, so it hurts to talk now.
"If I slice your mouth sweetie

Suicidal DreamI'm fading in and out
Consumed by pain and doubt
I never thought it'd come to this
I guess I'll go without

Now I'm coming undone
The collapse has just begun
If you don't want to be buried
Then I suggest you start to run

I'd feel so much better
Had we gone on forever
All I wanted was reality born of dreams
But it seems that cannot be
And these facts all torture me
Now I've pushed everyone away
So they don't have to hear my screams

Somehow I'm still alive
After trying not to survive
Lately fate hasn't liked me
The end of life just won't arrive

I'm mocked by every breath I take
By the very fact I'm awake
Though I know I can

This isnt the last

"Hey you over there come back you brat."

This is what it feels like to run for your life
when someone is trying
to catch up to
you or just to say
a monster.

" gotcha you little brat."
kicking and screaming and calling out to
someone, anyone
to help you out.

Some one is trying to take me away from my
family, friends, my own life ahead of me.
But no i have to go back
to my old life as
a slave.

you plead for anyone to here you.
you pray to god to help you out.
You beg for the monsters to let you go.

they just laugh and knock you out.
morning comes and then goes as you do your work your
MASTER told you to do.

You groan whe

Arthur The Time-Traveller

The young time-traveller, Arthur, stepped outside his machine and saw the world of 2012. He had heard of something called grass and the colour green, blue skies and white clouds. All he saw was grey and thin blue lights on the awnings of buildings. He wanted to see these colours, for he knew nothing of them and had heard of their beauty. Leaving and locking the machine, he walked down a dark road where orange cones of light poured onto the floor. Lighting devices, he thought, old technology. Then he realised that he must have arrived in what is known as night, which no longer exists in the world he is from. He looked up, and for the first tim

Darkness

I am lost I cant be found,
in the darkness that surrounds,
me as I walk through life's haze,
settling in me when I lay,
down to sleep the silence stark,
as I am led into the dark.

oceans of timeI can wait by the shore
My patience overflows
by the touch of water

The ocean feels like time
against my feet

and I can wait for you
as long as the ocean
swallows time
swallows my time

away

Behind a MaskThe face of a wolf
The face of a dog
The face of a cat
Or that of a wild tiger
The mask does not cover the face alone
No, it extends to the shoulders
It covers the arms
Stretches down the legs
Enlarges the hands and feet
It reaches to the tip of a limp sweeping tail
The mask is a body that encloses the individual inside
Covers the human that supports and drives it
Though, while unseen
Eyes forget about the Man
They see the suit
They recoil in disgust.

What they see is not human
A taboo, an act so unnatural
That it earns their scorn
Their frowns
Their biting insults and condemning, beating ridicule
The person ceases to be

VampiresEternity is cold and lonely, filled with bleak sunsets and grey lies. Black eyes paired with white fangs stained red clothe empty souls.
There is no reflection in the mirror because we can't bear to look at what we've become.
We lost our faith, we lost our love. We forgot what it is to laugh, and to cry.
Living an empty life, because we're too afraid to die.
Hiding our sickly faces in the dark shadows, knowing that the sun will try to consume us from the inside out.
We suck you dry while jealousy consumes us; You only have minutes now and we have centuries no matter how much life we take.

The moon is so big tonightI awoke hazily from my slumber.
The clusters of leaves shook, the insects chirping, nibbling at my ears.
The trees danced, casting their shadows at the toes of my feet.
The wind blew softly, whispering secrets across my skin.

The moon has gone and so with it your love.

This. I knew it to be true.
Lost was the lunar light from the night sky
As you were now lost to me.

Torturous"Sir!" A razor clattered to the floor, thrown down in exasperation as the destructive man barked. The open space within the lab allowed these sounds to fan out and dull. This was not the only upset scientist who had given up on shaving the creature's head. The man had just attempted to shear off a thick handful of hair that had grown back after being shaved, but more hair sprouted from the white scalp before any of the falling black strands could touch the cement floor. Hellsing stood amongst the group of men, specialists in this field. The blonde head only nodded to the one who called him, and then he gestured to the cart laden with instrume

Heart of Gold

You must have a heart of gold,
To forgive me despite what you have been told,
About me and my friends, young and old.
You must be the only one for me,
Because I have found that you are so sweet.
Make me tremble, shivers right down my spine,
Please let you be mine.

You must have a heart of gold,
To tell me you will love me till the very end.
You were being very bold,
To say "I love you" in front of my best friends.

I wish I had not told
You to go away,
Because I was not bold

Periwinkles and Black HolesPeriwinkles and black holes
Resting underneath suns as dark as coals
An arm signed by a razor
Caused by a heart covered in craters
A field of violet abyss
Swallowed by black amiss

A Woman and a VampireThis man… The Count had already drawn out whatever worth the mortal possessed- whatever the miserable coward could offer him, so the man cowering in the filth, sickly hands gripping the iron bars of his dungeon door and hacking out what could be his final breaths- this pathetic man was worthless now. However, the Count possessed no bloodlust that night - an obscure miracle that would permit the sickly being to wallow in the filth of the deceased victims that had visited Dracula before, for another night.

The tower imprisoned the human as the demon descended into the darker confines of the labyrinth beneath his castle. Wolves, whose loya

Lie or Run Game

Lie or Run Game

Nowadays they continue to stop believing,
Having many wishes, but after all just leaving
All the sweat in building their own castle is in vain
Once called "truth or dare", now it's "lie or run" game.

Talents, dreams, hopes..all lost in mirages,
What's the point if there are no goals?
People quit thinking of what they are good at
It is just the cruel societie's true fact.

I bet you,a coward, ever played "Truth or Dare"
But in the end you said it is not fair
To be honest and courageous, leaving behind a golden name
So that's why you have chosen "Lie or Run" game.

Poetess Hollow

How shalt I gather all inks to my sorrow?
Beneath soothing incandescence,
Miraculous clocks I pretend to borrow
Eyes shalt feast on what hearts shan't tense upon
For this grasp of serenity
is forsooth a charming sweven to die for!
Oh, Her Majesty,
the Empress of thy burlesque queendom
What more shall one make
When one can manage to keep Boredom
Maugre all the pearls and laces an extravagant could ask for!
Mayhaps, to heal thy heart with teal roses
Or kill thy faith by breaking mirror!
Athwart; parfay a foolish soul could give;
A tale for all in swoopstake,
Beforetime a sunken pearl this meseem;
Peradventure I shalt raise quil

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Hunting the Killer prologueIm running away turning my head to find its the dead of night i look foward i fall to the ground something has my leg i look back a hand i scream i pull forward a shoes on my hand
i start to talk "w-what do you want" i say as i take my hand back the person smiles from down here it looked sinister "oh all i want is your fresh blood" i stared back in horror
M-m-my blood..." "thats what i said if you coudn't hear" the next thing i knew he picked me up i saw in his eyes "now be a good girl and unwrap your neck please" without knowing
i did what he said i ripped my scarf off he smiled "good" he opened his mouth to reveal fangs he looked at me

Left you

I have questions for you can you answer
"sure i have time ask away"

Who's your best friend?
"you of course"

If i asked would you date me?
"i would only if you wouldn't break me"

Am i more than a friend to you?
"mabey you'll have to wait and in time ill tell"

Do you belive in love at first sight?
"of course it happened to me"

Will you ever leave me?
"I won't if you don't leave me"

Am i hot to you?
"everytime i see you i have to wear sunglasses"

And finally...

Whats the worst thing you've ever done?
... Left you ... <3

Hatedyou skined your knew but nobody cares
you get cut but no ones around
your hated by your family

theres no point in going on
hated by all lets put it to an end
my life means nothing to anyone

so i climb my bridge
i look down and the next thing i see
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Final Wish

by ~vampirelily56, Aug 10, 2012, 2:36:30 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

i feel lost in a world so big
surronded by hate and sorrow
a world full of nothing but evil
a world with no peace

i wonder what will happen
when we are all gone
will it start a new peace
or will it break like all our hearts

this is a place of pain
a place of war and death
there is nothing in these towns
nothing but regret and broken hearts

my final wish shall never be heard
my last words will never be remembered
my heart will be left shattered
my tears will be never ending

but i wish good fortune on this world
for i hope that it will only get better in time
for this is what i have wanted my whole life
a world filled with peace and love

a world filled with joy and laughter
a place filled with love and beating hearts
so i will stay in this cold world and hope for the best
cause that is my last and final wish in this place of pain

Final Wishby ~vampirelily56

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

this is what i think of this world and i hope that it will get better instead of always getting worse that is my last and final wish~

~demonrobber Sep 16, 2012

Maybe this is our playground. The place where we discover wisdom through our mistakes. It may take time but perhaps we will find peace in heaven. Our time on earth is just a stepping stone. There is definitely too much pain and sorrow. It would be good if we could have peace on earth. We need dreamers in this world to give us hope and to inspire us. Words of wisdom. I hope your wish comes true. Nicely done.

~EnthusiasticArtist Aug 14, 2012 Student General Artist

you are so selfliess of all the things youcould have thought of you thought of others.

~pangirlbrit Aug 11, 2012

I really hope this world gets better too. I hope it becomes more friendly and accepting, I really hope the economy will start looking up to.

~Prewz Aug 10, 2012

The world will only get better if A.) Humans go extinct, or B.) Humans stop being such douchebags. And neither of those are gonna happen anytime soon. (Or maybe, never)

~vampirelily56 Aug 10, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

xD well said my friend well said

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